This week has been hard.
This week I wish I was never adopted. Why would i say such a thing you ask? Because its hard NOT knowing where you come from...
... to have never once in 24 years to see the people responsible for giving you life
...to wonder if they think about you on your birthday
.... to not know what medical issues to look out for
...to be afraid that you passed something to your children that may affect them in later years...
and then to see people who's 1st parents have searched for them and found them and don't want contact AT ALL.... makes me jealous, makes me want to trade places....
I wish my mother was my 1st mother this week
